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Thursday, February 9, 2012
I ramble and Spirit speaks
I Ramble and Spirit Speaks
It is almost the middle of February and my Birthday the fifteenth of February which
marks the fifty-eighth anniversary of my twenty-first birthday.
So many years so many wonderful events as they say even the worse were wonderful. This is only the second time this year I have sat down to allow Spirit to speak through
me as I ramble along.
I have been and done many
things I would rather my children didn’t do or go. I have experienced many events I pray my children
never have to experience.
I have seen and felt
pain far beyond what I would want or ask anyone to experience.
No one ever told me about cause and effect and I never found out about it until my fifties when I was blessed enough
to have a stroke and received a ‘New Age’ Counselor after requesting a Christian Counselor. I
was however wise enough to want to see where Spirit was leading me this time.
Through The Course In Miracles to Religious Science to several ‘Mystery Schools’
I was lead to the point where I began to put together my own set of beliefs which consisted of those things which appeared
to ‘work ‘ for me and not against me.
I
also began to either voluntarily have removed from my life or pulled forcefully from me influences that were less than positive
to me and for me. Ones that I later saw or were shown to be toxic to me.
Surrendering to Spirit is a wonderful experience for even now when I don’t
things go from bad to worse until I surrender and allow Spirit to guide me.
I love being in Spirit for then I am in peace. I love the quiet for when I
get around a lot of noise whether it be ‘music’ or just plain noise I tend to lose it.
Right now the only sound is the sound of my laptop’s fan and the pups beginning
to beg for dinner. Peace beautiful peace that reigns in silence. It is as if Spirit
were standing at my side stroking the keyboard for me.
All
of this or something better is what I live by. 2002 I went from a hill top view overlooking the LA Basin
to sleeping on the floor in a retail Spiritual Center and Book store I was a partner of then for a year to an old motorhome
parked in front to a one bedroom apartment to where I am now a four bedroom home with my friend and partner of two years.All of this or something better.My life has changed so much yes there are still health and financial issues although they too by faith shall be gone
shortly.
Life is as beautiful as we allow it to
be for the more we dwell on our issues the larger they become. If we can do something to solve then do
it if not then why worry about it? Turn it over to Spirit and allow Spirit to take care of it.
MY life has changed since I committed myself to another person to do the best I could
to love and care for her. So I also chose to love and believe in YOU
3:51 pm pst
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